This is kind of scary actually. It scares me to step into my True gifts. Because I think my true gifts are in a realm so creative and unstable that I will not be able to function like a normal human being.

Yes. However our brains thinking can block our true perceiving of what we are really experiencing on all levels. No. the Mass Media is not being totally utilized Yet, however there are more and more SMART people creating change for a more sustainable future and it is more possible now than ever before.

I think that we observe and learn from what we observe, definitely and have yet to reach a global level of shifting consciousness to create a powerful win win win change for everyone. Yes, we need sustainability, not just for some, but for those willing to put the effort to be sustainable and create a consciousness of Love and Peace.

Did I make any sense? It is late.

Who is to say that a tree is not actually more of an observer. We also participate and create things. So we are part observer, part participator. Also known as a
parti-servers. Let us Be in our observations and participations with Full Presence!!!

Buddhi Mind. See it while in it and be our highest selves...

Peace my Friends.

I have been asking my subconsious questions before I go to bed.

Like...

What is my purpose?

What is the most important thing I need to know for my future?

Is this person good for me?

I would be living my purpose. I would be free from all the small thinking I have at times. I would be free from conditions and would be happy most of the time. I would be creating financial and social abundance. I would have a great community of people in my life. I would have everything I need.

Most importantly I would be living my purpose.

I suppose to have money coming into my bank accounts. Then I will be able to go out and contibute to the economy with integrity.

I  am waiting to hear back from Naropa about graduate assistantships.

I am waiting for the economy to recover. I am waiting for revolutionary environmental breakthroughs.


I am waiting for my chance to succeed.

I am waiting for my self to wake up fully and be an awesome force in the world.

To be honest, I am not sure. I have taken college level astronomy and based off of that, I would say astrology is not valid. I have no idea.

I do like Alstrology though. I do no know much about it as far as how to do readings or anything, but whenever a true astrologer talks I enjoy the delighful ideas about reality based off of planetary alignments.

Peace is In and always present

Peace nurtures, guides and is consistent.

If we allow our minds to aimlessly wander

The heaven within will surely flounder.

Listen deeply and hear nothing

Wind is stopped and heart is humming.

Friends and Foes are all alike

Loving enough to never strike.

Accepting all elements and risings

As all are Divine expressions and tidings.

Peace knows no judgment or anger

Witness to all layers flickering with danger.

Peace is true essence

True presence.

Heart flowering in all ways

Radiating naturally during all days.

No ideas or withholding

Peace gives Love freely for those beholding.

Yesterday, I had a job interview for Lululemon, it was a group interview, and did not get called back for a second interview. This was a blessing because I got to see the kind of people I attract. There were 10 other women there and they were all absolutely awesome. It was a great experience and I do not feel like a failure at all. I understand there was only one position and the person who gets it is the best for the position in their eyes. =)